well well well..it seems that i'm still as giddy in love as i was 5 months ago...hyuk hyuk hyuk...i'm a luck lucky gal :D
so the wedding is on the 29th march and surprisingly i have yet to experience that stress of a bride-to-be. i think it's really all in your head that makes one stress...my fiance and i have decided to leave everything to the professionals and to just let them to their job. the common feedback we've gotten from all our organisers is that we're the most easy-going couple they've ever worked with. meetings that usually last for hours last for about 20 minutes for us. it's not that we don't care, but i think it's more of "u're the expert, u let us k now what we should do" and after hearing the recommendation, we agree that it sounds good, and so it's settled. thankfully, neither of us have a particular setting of how our wedding should be like, so we're extremely flexible..thank goodness!

anyway, just wanted to pop by and say that he still completes me and even though i see him practically every day, the moment i see him, my heart still jumps :D

hello!
it seems that there are a few people out there who want details of my sudden engagement...
well, i'm not pregnant! LOL!!
i suppose the news comes as a very large shock coz...well, i haven't known him for that long.
in fact, we've known each other for exactly 2 months and 1 week.
were u sitting down? i hope u were.
yes, we met on 07.07.07 (sat), and got together exactly one week later.
before getting together, we had an amazing erm...what would u call it...courtship?? i reckon for the first week of knowing him, we exchanged over 1000 text messages between the two of us (while at work!), and after work, our phones were glued to our ears for at least...5 hours a day? and before we knew it, it was a week later and we realised that we had struck gold - we had found our soul-mate. it was the easiest thing to realise and yet the most difficult to comprehend. i couldn't understand the complete need (and i must emphasise the word, NEED) to be with him at all times. here, i use the word "with" loosely, as we weren't physically next to each other, but in constant contact. u see, what would happened is that i would wake up to his morning call, get ready for work while talking to him, eat my breakfast and drive to work all while talking to him then hang up once i enter the office, only to continue our conversation via smses. and once it hits 5.30pm, he calls (knowing that i would have finished work by then) and we would continue our conversation until the wee hours of the morning. 
scary aint' it? actually, it isn't. for me, it wasn't enough.
it got even worse over the weekend, with me staying at his place til 6am the next day..my life has essentially stopped after knowing him. L says that my life can be separated into pre-*** and post-*** (*** meaning his name).
my head (aka practical side) is confused by how sudden all this is...but my heart cannot seem to bear not being with him. i've said this to a few people, and although it seems so cliche, it rings true for me - he completes me.
*super mushy bits coming up...prepare puking bucket!*
he's not what i want, but he's what i need. i have come to realise that every girl wants her prince charming...the suave, gorgeous, charming guy who speaks with a british accent (lol!) but that's not what every girl needs.
it turns out that for me, i need a guy whose mere presence uplifts my spirit, whose voice warms my heart, and whose smile makes me smile. there is no other way to describe it other than we are 1 soul, torn apart, and by being together, we are one again. i told my mom that it physically hurts to be apart from him. it's true. once again, he's travelling, and i'm hurting. i don't feel quite right. 
many people have questioned my decision on this hasty engagement, giving me many reasons but essentially asking me if i'm doing this because i'm desperate to get married. harsh but it's a question that i asked myself too before agreeing to his proposal (u see, we were talking about marriage way before he even proposed). another theory was that i want to "own" him. u see, i have a thing about "ownership" and perhaps my desire to "own" him is making me agree to this engagement. 
in all honesty, I DON'T KNOW.
how can anyone be sure why they do what they do? i put no stock in my brain any longer as it was rendered useless after meeting him and falling so deeply and so quickly in love with him. i can only base my present and future decisions on past experiences. i have never fallen in love with a person within 6 months, let alone a week. i have never fully trusted anyone before, but i will without a moments hesitation, follow him into the eye of a tornado if he said he would keep me safe.
someone asked me why i should rush into marriage since we can stay over at each other's places...i mean isn't that what being married is like? living with each other? i suppose i thought that too before meeting him...but not any longer. how i see it now is that i want to be his wife. i want to be his and i want it to be known that we are one. 
u know, even if i am wrong, and i'm making the biggest mistake in my entire life, the pure contentment and joy that i have felt these past 2 months is going to be worth the pain that i would have to suffer if i was wrong.
people make good and bad choices. i just hope i've made enough bad ones in my life to know the difference.
only time will tell...but until then, i'm a happy happy hippo! :D

i'm leaving tomorrow!!!
woo-hoo!!
i'll be seeing orlando bloom in friggin person!!! OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
just wanted to leave u a short message..
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ORLANDO BLOOM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OM MY GAWD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

tomorrow night!!!!!!!!!!!!

*faints*